We'll never say bye.

[4ever27_jd]

goodbye are always not easy.
from friends to relatives to ex boyfriends.

everyone has gone through some kind of goodbyes. it's aint easy but sometimes it is a neccessary.
as they say "one door closes. another open"

anyway beside in the very goodbye mood and sadness, i'm also in my missing alot of ppl mood.
it kinda comes together; all bundled up together in a package.
haiz.

those were the days for me. i miss it alot.
i miss ah zhen, liza & sheena.
i miss zhi hao, yaoming, ceyao, lini & sharon.

i miss the craziness with arie, aan, mat sah.
i miss playing my clarinet.

i miss everything and everyone. but haiz.
i dunnoe.

cant believe that one of my pri sch mate is getting engaged tml. unfortunately i cant make it.
and til now she didnt reply my sms. hopefully she isnt hurt by me declining.
when i saw her at beach road that day i realised that she and lina (though we were only friends in pri 6), we stick with each other.
she was there for me and i was there. which was alot for me as i dun have any frenz that time.

i just feel like crying. just letting it out. the tears. the hurt from everything.

that piercing pain in my heart is stll there. why why why?

Bye bye - Mariah Carey

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye